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++a simple gal ++ ++living in her own world++ ++fun-loving yet withdrawn++ ++lively yet silent at times++ ++bimbotic at times++ ++coz reality is just too harsh++ ++but thank God I have you!++ *FM receiver & earphones* *wallet* *phone..Dopod?* *bag..crumpler?or timbuk2?* *digi camera* *new PC/lappy* *Phantom of the Opera* *travel* *spectacles* *..Him..* &...many many more...
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Tuesday, August 19, 2003
haiz....im so troubled..over lotsa issues...including studies..dunno y ...maybe coz i've been having too much fun n neglected my studies...well...i said tt coz i dunno how to do my tutorials..haiz starting to get so stressed...ok from now on my top piority will be studies....so better motivate n encourage me to study horz ppl..dun ask me toplay too much liaoz..haha...sigh...been thinking quite alot...bout many things...wondering if i shud change myself...wondering if i know my limits...wondering if i shud play less(duh..i shud study more i noe...)n also wondering where r those ppl whom i can confide in...as in dunno lahz...seems like recently the problems i encountered i've been keeping to myself...keeping a false front in front of ppl...dun wana think bout the problems arising...n when i dun wana think i can really cast it aside n dun bother bout it at all..which is a bad thing....coz sooner or later i have to face watever problems i casted aside...ugh...feeling so depressed now...the feeling of wanting to study wanting to do tut but dunno how to do is terrible...ughhhhh...m i getting overly stressed????ughhhhhh...maybe tts me...getting worked up over small matters...haiz....but really lohz...so troubled...ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................ ok i've decided...i wana study...as in realli study liaoz...dun play a fool too much dun be so absented minded during lessons dun stone away....as for watever other problems...i seriously dunno....ugh....i wan more time....ughhhhh...... sianz! steph @ 8/19/2003 03:17:00 PM
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