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++a simple gal ++ ++living in her own world++ ++fun-loving yet withdrawn++ ++lively yet silent at times++ ++bimbotic at times++ ++coz reality is just too harsh++ ++but thank God I have you!++ *FM receiver & earphones* *wallet* *phone..Dopod?* *bag..crumpler?or timbuk2?* *digi camera* *new PC/lappy* *Phantom of the Opera* *travel* *spectacles* *..Him..* &...many many more...
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Monday, August 30, 2004
updatesSsSS! :: wow..long time no blog le...haa...well...the recent most happening thing is sports ball definately~!haa....had fun taking loads of photos at sharaton hotel..somewhere in newton....but the sad thing is tt i think i wasted my money..coz i only ate til like the 3rd dish den i went around taking photos liaoz..haa...den also got drink a few shots...but den din get high...kinda wasted..haa..coz i tot i'll get high or maybe even drunk...so there goes another chance down the drain of hoping to get drunk...hee...nvr got drunk or rather nvr had the chance to get high til very high mar..wana have a feel...but anywayz i doubt i'd like tt kinda not in control feeling though... hee... hmz..assignments are piling up...projects duedates are looming..haiz haiz...dun think i can really enjoy the 1 wk break which is think 2 wks later...haiz haiz...rather stress abt sch work also... tis wed we r gonna have our long-awaited treat for VM...yes its so late...haa...shall stay over at mik's place den thurs mrn swim den go for project meeting..wEeEee...swimming again..felt fit lehz...legs are abit the achey dunno coz if its i swam last wk or if its coz of wearing heels for the ball..haa... ok..to end off..a few chioice photos...sad to say...think i set the exposure or something wrong..coz its like too bright when taken the photos using my camera..but den..enjoy!!!the link to the whole thingy frm my camera pls click http://share.shutterfly.com/osi.jsp?i=EeANGbRw5cNGz1Y"> damn damn..can any one tell me how to post up pics here...i just cant seem to do tt....i'll only get the small box with a small cross sign up here...damn damn irritating~!!!haiz haiz... steph @ 8/30/2004 02:47:00 PM Friday, August 27, 2004 wEEEEeeeEEeee!!!! finally i find time to blog...haa..not tt im busy lahz...but den again..rather busy akso with tuitions..haiz....no time to study arz~~~ yeahz..im now at mik rm..usign her laptop to blog...haa..just went for a swim with her~!!!!yeahz...finally i managed to get my big fat heavy ass down to some exercise.,..damn in need of exercise siaz...no sun..cloudy....ok lahz...did 10 laps...hee...shall go swim regulary le...yeahz... tml is ball...kinda looking forward to it lehz....but still...not tt excited...hmz....shud i wear tt gown tt i wore for aoz's com's ball or..hmz...think i shall stick to black ba...since prog gonna wear blkack too...haa... nxt stop..tuition again...haiz haven study arz...den gonna go home study...shall have to piah le..realised tt more than 1 mth have passed since schstart...almost to two mths since le lehz...haiz...shalll have to shit n paste wall le lahz...haiz.... steph @ 8/27/2004 05:05:00 PM Thursday, August 19, 2004 yeahz free in-coming!!!hee....so pplz...hmz...call me~!!,,,haha...actually aft much htinking n thinking..i finally decided to change my plan..hope its worthwhile though...nxt step...change phone...hee...any recommendations?i fancy the new samsung phone...haiz..but im practical one...wun spend so much money on something which i'll probably drop it within a day of acquiring it..dropping as in literally drop on the floor or somewhere...due to my cerebellum not functioning properlly...p/s cerebellum is a part of ur brain used to aid in balancing..im not gd in hm..balancing any stuff in my hands..haha...hm...co-ordination is which part...hmz...ughh gotta read more le~!!haiz... hahaha...anywayz...got news tt my tuition kids fared not bad in their common test...so yeahz gd~~haha...haiz..but the thing is tt now im teaching 3 kids..den got another friend of theirs wana join in...coz i noe all of them mar...den i find it already not tt effective to teach 3 at a time liaoz...1 more wun it be even more ineffective..haiz...den might as well open a class lohz..haa...dun get the wrong idea...teach 3 at the price of 1..haiz...coz initially is say the kid ask 2 more to acc him study...den since i noe them den i noe they really CMI in their studies n need help so i say ok can join in...but now 1 more..haiz dunno how also...half-rejected but den again feel like paiseh lohz...its like...haiz...still abit within my capacity to teach lahz..but the benefits the 4 get is so much diminished...haiz dunno how lahz.. haiz...y m i bitching so much here...haiz...coz tt stupid aoz is sleeping..haiz haiz...seems like i dun get to talk to him often one...he's always sleeping..guess tts wat he used to say of me lahz..tt im always sleeping coz im always tired...noe how he felt now le lahz..but still...haiz... yeahz..tml sports bash!!!who's going?i think im going~~haaa...yehz..enjoy... damn damn..sat still got 2 project meeting..ughhh....i'll be bunking at mik's rm again tml le..haa..tks mik~! steph @ 8/19/2004 10:54:00 PM Tuesday, August 17, 2004 yeahz~!!!today is gonna end...or rather...sch today ended finally!!!! totally shagged out lohz...830-1230 followed straight by 1230-430 seminar...which we had to stayback to do some HR thingy...which made me miss my 4.30 pm psychology so i went for the 530pm one...really fun talking cok n do stupid stuff like say tt he is stupid etc etc during the lesson...hahaha....psychology is damn relaxing..coz the tutor is damn nice..haha..he's rather young..he tend to speck chinese also sometimes during lessons..n also will speck abit bit of hokkien...always say 'alrite manz'..hahha...quite fun lahz..but sad hting is tt i'll only be able to make it to tues 430 lesson coz of tuition...haiz..so not able to be in same class with tt pig liaoz...haiz no one play with me during class liaoz..haiz haiz...but gd tt the teacher allowed me to crash in lohz..coz if not den i fri gotta break for 2hrs den go lesson...hee...yeahz!!!!but tt makes my tues super shiong!!!...hee..so cant ask me out on tues one... anywayz...well..things btn me n aoz better liaoz...sorry for making u guys feel so wierd n caught inbetween...well..hm..but den again..gotta thankz those who listened to me bitch n stuff...yupz huiyi, mik, yongle, wilfreds, etc etc...thankz alot!!!! ok..time to set resoultions...hm..if i can get to fulfill them....anywayz...readings n projects are really piling up now...so i gota make FULL USE of my time....and i also GOTTA exercise!!!!damn damn...ughhh...lotsa to do arz~~~ughhhh.... speaking of which..haiz i gotta go nua abit den go read notes liaoz...haiz haiz...seems like my day hasnt ended...haiz haiz..... steph @ 8/17/2004 08:41:00 PM Friday, August 13, 2004 tired....the wk has taken its toll...im feeling damn lertergic...headache also...haiz haiz....just when i tot hey heyz..tonite no tuition i gena headache...damn damn...yehz...been tuitioning for the past 4 days..haiz..think my tuitions are gonna be killer siaz... today..hm...met mik at the booth...the running booth...haa...xianming hm...i really think he can make it lohz..just dun wanna see him look so stress n stuff...think the last time i saw him really having fun was during sports camp..haha but den again im not like seeing him always so maybe whenever i c him he look stress ba~~ anywayz...aft tt i milio-ed with wilfred...talk cok with him until its time for my psycho tut...hm...2hr break...haiz..realised tt i dun have much friends in the business fac...haiz haiz..pathetic siaz... psycho was damn ok lahz..hahaha...the tutor is young young kind...like to talk in hokkien n stuff like tt...but the class damn sianz one lohz..ughhh....quite alot of ah tiongs n also those not local ppl...den i aft sch asked him if i can swittch to his other class..on tues one..which i tink beng kiat is taking...so maybe can all jio crash the tues tut..yeahz..if so den i fri is short day..but tues will be damn shag 9hrs straight of lessons..haa...followed by tuition.... wahz shag shag...haiz haiz...stupid headache...i wana do my tutorials one..but really no mood to study coz i dun dun dun ever study with headaches one!!!damn sucks...maybe i shud sleep early tonite wake up early tml mrn...yah rite...i'll probably wake up n spend my time eating n not studying as wat i've been doing these few days..ughhhhh must piah liaoz!!haiz... steph @ 8/13/2004 08:04:00 PM Monday, August 09, 2004 hm...shall blog awhile...procrastinating my readingg as uaual...haiz... so wats up this long wkend for me ya....today is singapore's 39th bday....which reminds me...to watch tv..ndp parade...haa...looking at the parade...reminds me of the ndp which i was invilved during j2...haa..tt was damn fun..don u agree mik n huiyi....miss those days lehz....even though the kfcs n pizzas were not tt nice...haha...but got gui ling gao~~which i do not eat also...hahaha....the atmosphere is soooooOoo different as compared to when u are at staduim participating in the parade whether as performer or viewer...its so slack now...like just another holiday.... sat mrn...i went to aoz house...din go out with my prog grp ppl coz since its a sat...but stupidly the day ended badly...as usual he wanted to go clubbing...WTF...can u imagine one of the 1st words he mentioned when i reached his house is tt...tonite wan go cheong with me?.....den he said hes not oging...den at nite just when im leaving he said he send me home den go cheong....kaoz...of course i was pissed...n tt totally ruined the day...no mood to talk to him even...he insisted on sending me home coz he promised to do so...but i personally feel tt there's no pt in sending me home when im so pissed loh...n i told him so...journey back was not plesent...i just dun understand how come he cant even give up going to cheong just once...its not worth us quarrelling over such issues rite..y cant he just say ok im not going n tts it??...its like the balancing beam of our relationside n cheonging , cheonging is of a heavier weight to him...oh ya...he went cheong on fri nite also....wa buey lunz ar~~... anywayz...enough of tt...sunday was a super fun day~!haha...1stly sis brought wayne back home...here's a pic i took with him... next me went out to meet up with some programmers...not alot of us went out today...we went to the chinatown there to eat XO fish head bee hun...nice~!!!haha..i think chinatown has alot of nice food lohz..really a good place to go to...so nxt time anyone wans to traet me nice food can bring me there..hee... oh yahz met long time no c friend jason on the train!!!haa... aft which we went to lucky chinatown kboxx to sing...had a fun time singing...hee...but i din really sing much lahz...ok only...feel kinda gianz to go again...but tt smiling budhha fergus din sing at all...haiz hai.z...he so shy~~~hee....counting its only 5 of us go ktv...anna joined us ltr so makes 6.... late for fireworks..walked to esplanade there..on the way...guess wat...while we are corssing a road my sis shouted to me...she's in a van lohz..so coincidental tt she can bump into me lohz...hahaha...world small...they caught in the jam n trying to find a road to go c fireworks... its damn crowded arz...almost din c the fireworks coz 20% blocked by a building..the centro building...but its nice...haha..the last part is like all poop poop poop all alot of rounds of fireworks..hee... den we went milania walk BK to makan...aft which we decided to watch midnite movie..the village....by den we have a strength of perfect 10...haha..ppl joined us...den we walked the pasar malam for awhile took bumpercars...bumped cuimei's car..haha....i sat with bday boy daniel..he damn zai in driving ohz..haha..can c tt he's an expert driver... we celelbrated bday for dan...got a small cake for him..haa...den off to watch the show~!!!...not bad lah...i wasnt expecting anythiong much so guess to me the show is not expected..but those who are expecting something they feel tt the plot is very expected...haha...got chua dio at a few parts...so sia swey...haha... aft the show...took NR2 home...ZzZzzz at 4 plus ...initially no tuion one..but cousin wanted tuition today so gotta drag myself up early this mrn at 11 plus for tuition...so tired...den came back also dun feel like studying..sianz..i still gotta so presentation which i haven do the slides coz dunno wat to do...ughhh... damn dunno y i cant insert pics here..sianz sianz... steph @ 8/09/2004 06:19:00 PM Saturday, August 07, 2004 hm..this is the colour of the day... just back frm debrief... surprising we din touch much on the stuuupid aaron goh issue...think its understooded in us as to wat we shud or shud not do or allow ppl to do nxt camp... realised tt i shud be more observent in things i shud do...think im still not initiative n proactive enough...sometimes i also very insensitive to those sensitive issues ard me...sometimes im too sensitive n will get troubled by issues which i think is caused by my insensitiveness...watever,,,shall try to balance that....hm... well...its an experience...as cuimei says...good or bad its still an experience and something u will look back n think n recall the mistakes n the fun times we had... SUXI....over..counting down to sports bash??maybe not... counting down to sports ball~!!!yeh manz~! counting down to ocuntless of prog lunches and outings.... n of course..counting down to SUXII...where things wil be better.... in all...SUXI is excellent!!!yeahz!!!! hahaha.... steph @ 8/07/2004 12:40:00 AM Tuesday, August 03, 2004 well..i shall do a quick entry... feeling blue...n hungry... today was a shag day...two 4hrs of seminars each back to back...total of 8hrs lesson... yupz..gonna be like tt for the nxt 10 wks...haiz... hm...going to be real busy...coz im going to really piah...haha..say only...i've plan out a detailed (ok only lahz) schedule of my time...gonna be tough..juggling btn my tuitions n also sch work n countless readings to do...plus i intend to swim every wed mrn...starting frm nxt wk..haha coz tml mrn i wana read my cases...damn damn... but gonna go jogging tml note...yupz...hope i do it though..haiz... been tired these few days....sunday nite slept late...mon 830 lesson...mon nite slept late..today 830 lesson...tired...Zzzz...heng ar for the nxt few days i'l be having late lessons...hee... shall bitch another day when im more freer...haiz...gonna write some notes for tuition preparation...see i so good..haha..n hm...find some food? steph @ 8/03/2004 11:20:00 PM Sunday, August 01, 2004 hm...well well..its sunday... was supposed to go out with u today etc..but u cant make it... was supposed to cleebrate our 1st of every mth anni cooking n watching fireworks... but things just cropped up.. was supposed to ....but things just dun go well... was leaving n hoping tt u'll hld me back..but u didnt.... so i left.... was supposed to eat moderately...but i ate alot... was supposed to do tutorials ...but i procrastinated.... was supposed to exercise n swim....but no motivation... guess tis gotta be the most slack sunday in wks...usually sundays i'll have tuitions..but today no tuition...hm...sch started..im gonna be caught up in sch work... haiz...thinking of joining odec pumpfest com...if siewsze is the chair maybe i'll go support her..hope i dun mess up things though...y wana join..coz i dun feel a sense of belonging anywhere....for me..i wan a feeling of belonging...had alwasy been like tt...tts y i joined programmers...n also joined as biz mag for vert math....no more sports club events for me coz i feel tt if i had done one event, i've done all..coz sports club the doings quite similar..anywayz there's only surf sweat to run for...smaller scale...so might as well join other clubs n expose myself to more ppl more working styles....pumpfest ba...see how lohz... sianz sianz....still gotta plan for my minor n my PA....stupid kok up in timetable which ruined my timetable...damn damn... steph @ 8/01/2004 01:12:00 PM
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