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Sunday, December 28, 2003
damn..seems like im losing my memory like tt..scary lohz...cant remembered wat i did or where i left my things...hm...yahz...my friend ask me back for a bk...but i forgot whree i left it~~~shit...totally forgot no idea at all lohz..tot i returned liaoz aslo...ughhh... anyway today eh no shud be yesterday is aoz bday...we went sentosa with those bunch of pj ppl..haha..will upload the pics asap...den had fun playing n liffing...hee....got a cake for aoz...n well he was not surprised at all~haha seems like he anticipated it..oh well... anyway aft tt we went to ps pastamania makan...hm...initially its supposed tpo be fish n co..haha ...but too many ppl...had a full dinner~so full...haha...den aft tt they go play pool i went programmers ken's place... whoa...big condo...haha...well by the time i got there...its like most of the fun is over~den band of brothers is shown n we watched it..den watched awhile tv den all go home liaoz..haiz..haha had i known i wun go liaoz..go there watch tv..haha..but oh well...at least i got to c the biggest condo...haha..floor area is very huge lor...den share cab with jamie n iz home..all north ppl...n here m i..typing away...but at the same time something's like wrong..dunno wat's wrong...i seem to be preoccupied like tt leh..like cant remember something...ughhh.... anyway...damn...time is near for me to confirm my spnsors n seems like there's gonna be a shortage...damn..ughhh wats bothering me????? steph @ 12/28/2003 01:05:00 AM Sunday, December 21, 2003 lazy day...actually tot i have something on but nope im free..hee...sis brought her dotter here...played with tt little imp all day now den she went back..haha...anyway hm just had pizza!courtesy of my sis...hahaha....abit the bu ke si yi la but well well...hahaha....ate alot siaz...satisfied my cravings liaoz...hahaha....slacking day...cold cold..just the day to slack.... steph @ 12/21/2003 04:20:00 PM Saturday, December 20, 2003 hm...aoz is back...me go arport fetch him..in the end he had to wait for me..haha..took his dad's car went back his house den aft some prata we accompany his mom to some clinic after which we ate at the crystal jade la mian...nice but very FULLING sia...hm think my this keyboard not gd hahaha anyway as i was saying..aft tt we shopped ard( me n aoz onli) his mom went back..haha..den just walk ard lohz...haiz as for the rest of the day..well..tts tt.. anyway i was with some friends n it was very late n no 1 lives in woodlands so i shared cab to dory's hall..actually my friend invite me to her hall but den hm...haha her roomie is abit the wierd 1 so i went to tou kao dory...haha...thankz dory!!!heee....den we talked awhile den knocked out liaoz...Zzzz til this mrn.......... haiz...din lcub in the end...went meet huiyi at marche...n winnie!!long time no c her liaoz..haha not tt long actually..but definately chio-er liaoz...me n aoz took cab there coz its like raining so heavily...den jam n stuf n some idiot kept on horning though even if whole cars in horned also no use mar cant move stuck is still stuck...no rd manners n no xmas spirit.... anyway yougen was also there for dinner but him n aoz left soon aft tt to centro cheong..actually im supposed to go also~~~but den thinking tt i've not been at home 1 nite liao so better stay at home lohz...haiz...rain rain~~~~ steph @ 12/20/2003 11:07:00 PM Thursday, December 18, 2003 hm went tuition in the morning..haiz...haha tt kid..wan me died sia..i no voice liaoz still wan me to talk n talk..haha...he dun wana read out loud...anyway..hm...den i went to cozway pt to look at something...wahz...now rain big big..hm..also not in the mood to call lehz...hahaha coz raining...den feel so lazy...oPPss.....haha will call later ba... whoa....ya the wedding dinner..it was held at the oriental...food was very very good!hahaha....tt is to say i ate alot..n really alot siaz...hm..there goes my jian fei ji hua....ughhh...nvm nvm these few days i shall eat less...den aft mon i shall go on a makan session muhahaha... anyway mxt wk's gonna be busy for me also..hm...i got to go reg for my 1star have to go all the way to dunno where...haiz..den also got xmas thingy...hm... anyway tml aoz is coming back..yeh..hahahaha...but i gotta wake up early in the mrn to go airport fetch him..wei da leh...haha...due to his request obviously...haha den i c him suffer so much in brunei...haiz...sacrifice my beauty sleep abit bit lahz...haha...anyway hm...tml is also my results coming out ba...supposed to come out on the 20th but heard tt 19th aft 5 can c liaoz..hm..but i will be out lehz..hm...dunno...shall wait til i go home at nite den check ba...haiz....prayz tt i wun da bao okie..hahahaha steph @ 12/18/2003 03:10:00 PM Tuesday, December 16, 2003 haiz...sick liaoz..sore throat n cough n also losing my voice...feel sick also..last nite i slept at 9...actually wana wake up at 1045 watch shows..but den was too tired...aoz called but i cant remembered wat we talked bout..haiz...today woke up at 9 but slept til 10...horrible..n still wana sleep...had a dream tt was very vivid still...kinda confused me for a while...haiz...if onli...anyway...today i have tuition den have to rush back home to 'doll' up den go millenia walk bk meeting den rush for a wedding dinner..haiz..sianz...n im not feeling great...suckz.... steph @ 12/16/2003 11:05:00 AM Monday, December 15, 2003 wazh!! i shi sheng le~~~lost my voice~~haiz...hahaha...yesterday went over to dory's house to bbq...had fun shopping for all da food n preparations siaz...hahaha...me went there with a almost sick body..came back with a all sick state.... anyway dory's house is like....huge!!!!!BIG!!!!!wHOA!!!hahaha...had alot of fun there bbqing talking crapping taking photos n stuff...heee....n she got this swing lor...so nice so nice!!!hahaha...well.. a friend talked to me about networkmarketing....he's quite sincere n well...rather thought-provoking...but i feel tt at such a time now...i'm still not ready to open up to the real world..maybe some time later ba...hee.... anyway ...we had gift exchange session...hee...we all bot gifts n den played zhong ji mi ma to draw our prez...but not b4 we all did a dare....hahaha some dares r like so yucky...hahaha but luckily i got those less daring ones...hahahaha...coz i got selected in the beginning..den they r still warming up...but those dares at the later stage...yucks...hahahaha.... whoa....n we actually wana watch movie marathon 1...haha ended up onli watching inferno 2...not bad...haha...though dory was like asking questions truout...but its fun also... as for the bbq....hm...i dunno if i did eat alot..but was very full...esp pris bot the brownies....n with icecream~~~whoa...heven!!!hahahaha.....the bbq was also nice..but too bad i din eat the sting ray lehz...sigh...shud had eaten more hahahahahaha basically we just rot around n had fun...hee shall post the photos whe nits our...yeahz!hahaha.... den now..here m i....trying to call up sponsors but decided against it..coz i just called 1 n i dun have my voice~~~was like croaking instead...oh no..n tml there's a VM meeting...n tml im going swimming in the morning den got tuition den got to rush to the meeting den aft tt really gotta RUSH to my cousin's wedding...haiz...also dunno wat to wear too.... aoz called yesterday....to ppl out there concerned..hm is there?hahaha...got lah ...anyway he's got his badge...he;s still in brunei btw.... n i guess the worse over there is over ba...haha..he's copming back on the 19th dec..EARLY MORNING flight lor...who wana go n 'retrive' this piece of arival?hahaha....think i gotta go..sigh... i wan my voice back!!!!!!! steph @ 12/15/2003 03:30:00 PM Sunday, December 14, 2003 yeahz!!just got back shopping with huiyi n kerkz....n yougen~~hahaha tt yougy pung seh us..hahaha..he left aft dinner..den left me n kerkz n huiyi...crapsz...had so much fun~~heee....haha....yeahz!!long time no c them liaoz...missed them so much siaz...n yeahz..going cheong nxt wed mambo~woo hoo....hahaha....whoz...last nite we went nite cycling route recee with those programmers...shiok..we drove of coz..hahaha....n checked out the route...fun!haha..but tiring..so late den sleep den this morning arz..i went to those facotry area ALONE!!!!to get satays n otah for my bbq...horrendous....EeeeeEEee....1st thing is tt i missed my stop den gotta go n find n walk to the factory...den nxt thing is tt the fac is so big n huge n empty tt i started to have the creeps...den an aunti told me tt satay is sold on the 4th floor!!!!!tt means i either climb the stairs of TAKE THE LIFT!!!cargo lift!!!im like..whoa...damn freaked out..coz i have this phobia bout taking cargo lifts...esp alone!!!den i called daph n tok cock to her while i climbed the stairs...coz i scared marz...hahaha...den bot the stuff n got the hell out of the fac...hahaha...but gd n cheap...heee....wat an experience... anyway...as i was saying...we went out den had a feast!hahahaha went marche eat.....den aft tt walk walk den stopped at starbucks...nicenice!!!yummy...but feel so fat...ughhhhh hahahaha n im still sane! steph @ 12/14/2003 12:27:00 AM Thursday, December 11, 2003 wahz...im now still in a dazy mood...daze n lazy... went devils bar yesterday with min bin wei they all lahz...drink there...think i had abit bit too much but alrite lahz..the feeling was ermz..shaky n dizzy cant really walk straight but still im able to think...mind still clear...just the floor seems swaying..hahaha...anyway i wun classify myself as drunk though..just abit bit bit high...anyway we went zouk later...luckily for some friend of bin who managed to cut que n somehow lead us in...haha...had a very very great time dancing n stuff...its like whoa...hahaha ok...this is da 1st time i got tt high...i shall try to reach 'higher' heights n be more high nxt time...coz its like fun~!yeh...hahaha...my ride to woodlands back was supposed to be with shengming but he left early coz he gotta bk in the nxt day so i stayed on with min they all n also wil ntu one n his friends..haha ...yupz yupz..very fun..den took cab with them back to mel's rm...but nite very cold..din sleep well lohz..coz its really cold...so slept lightly...n woke up early den meet them go lunch den home do callings to sponsors...hm...this wk's progress very slow lehz...ughhh....haha...n here m i...aft 5 liaoz..time to knock off...but i still din sleep...think i'll just dong til nite den sleep early...gosh...haha...still gotta go out later n its raining..haiz...heee.... steph @ 12/11/2003 05:04:00 PM Tuesday, December 09, 2003 eh...today busy like hell..hahha..arms still achy..esp the left shoulder blade there..wah sehz...but still went ntu swim ..with mel mel..haha we did 10 laps..yeh..to n fro is 1 lap ...hahaha...shiok..den went to bk venue for my prog meeting but all fully booked liaoz..sianz...den aft tt we went to have lunch together with a few of the music ppl at fish n co...not nice 1..haha the set lunch..the onli thing nice is the soup...den hang round there den i left go pjc for bball match seniors vs juniors...raining..must be the pjc seniros vs juniors curse...hahaha....every time like this 1 loh..everytime rain 1...anyway those juniors were not good..haiz..haiz...won them....hahaha...den dinner..though appetite not gd....anyway had a great game....but damn low on stamina loh..sianz sianz..haha n now shoulder damn freaking ache...ughhh....hm...got alot to do for vm...sianz..haiz haiz... steph @ 12/09/2003 11:10:00 PM Monday, December 08, 2003 hm..is this gonna a long blog...shall c shall c... anyway on fri we went pasta mania eat with programmers..haha seems like i onli go pasta mania with programmers..not with other ppl...hahaha...den we went back to hall..celebrated some bday den i went to mel rm with adrian n play some mahjong with mel n siewsze while we wait for 3am to come yeh 3am...haha we went to be marshalls for the singapore marathon...were stationed at the east coast starting stretch...ok la not really starting..for those 21 n 42k ppl...whoa..those kenya aka black ppl..so steady siaz..pei fu pei fu...den saw quite alot of those i noe..saw my kwok!!haha but he din c me..haiz haiz...hahaha.... den aft tt went eat...n we programmers went SDBA to canoe recee...yeh...hahaha...we canoed to gay beach den back to lovers beach recee...fun fun!!!but arms very very sore ...haha....unfit marz...single canoe very tough to handle sia..i keep losing my balance n then direction...haha dne i switched to double...nvm nv,...im going to take kayak 1star course soon..in jan..yeh!!heee.....whoa...long tiring day...wennt beach rd eat liaoz den home...konked out on train...snorezz....Zzzzz...den home...did some things den sleep til today afternoon...hahha den meet lili siewsze n terence go ktv at cuppage...turnout so few..onli 4 of us..haiz haiz..but had fun singing..hahaha.....anyway we went borders n under terence's recommendations the 3 of us gals read 'who moved my cheese?'...haha insightful bk...but den...hm..i shall wait til im more ermz..free den i will think think n think...now too busy to htink more bout life n wat im going to do...i dun mess up wat im going to do this wk can liaoz..coz seems like my memory is failing me very very often lor...hahaha....hm...ok tts all for now...my arms aching~~~~ughhh n shulder blade there!!!ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......................... steph @ 12/08/2003 10:40:00 PM Friday, December 05, 2003 heyz..gal bballers out there..remember the coach?the magie mee?china man?xiao liao??guys coach...yeh...anyway he contacted me ask me c who interested to play for sembawang cc...yupz...the cc is sponsoring the team...so im now trying to c which of my dear bballers wana join...currently got me ruey leslie ruey friend,ruey friend's friend. si min n xiuwen n bin are still considering...so if ya all all join hor..shiok arz...hahahaha....wan??????get back to me!!hehhee... well since im here liaoz...might as well blog..nothing much also...haha today went for VM meeting...got some sponsors liaoz...good..things r looking up..hope tml meeting sponsor will turn out well...haha....yupz yupz gers...get back to me okie....kit??? steph @ 12/05/2003 12:51:00 AM Thursday, December 04, 2003 CANCER WOMAN When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will t ry to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable. She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first. She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting". When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift. She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman. She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day. She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive. The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, ev en she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally. She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate". She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it. The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love. steph @ 12/04/2003 10:48:00 AM Wednesday, December 03, 2003 hm..just received some questions by a friend:' hey when ur bf is away do u stay at home or go out?' my ans was if got ppl jio den i'll go out..but sometimes(most of the time la..) i'll stay at home coz dun have the initiative to jio ppl out....actually its also relaxing to stay at home...haha...no life har..u decide...anyway she asked again "when u go out u go out with same grp of friends or different grp?' which leads me to further thinking...i mean i have to think about such things..haha...shows how unprepared i was for such questions...like usually this kinda questions anyone will comeup with an ans right away but i have to think...anyway..i realised tt actually i dun really go out often also...usually when a** is around i'll spend my sat with him n sun at home or if ppl jio den go out...but den if its in jc times me would go out with h*i*i they all..n k*r*z , yo*g* they all...but now tt they ns n in dif sch..kinda tough to meet up..but also have to c lahz...haha..initiative..which i dun really have...hehe....sorry... anyway as she said...when ppl grow older..friends becomes hi n bye friends liaoz...true to a certain extent....for me its pretty true lahz...look..in jc or sec sch...always there got friends...so always hang out with them...but aft tt...not much initiative on both parties to keep in touch..n hence the hi n bye...but really gald tt i got like 2 or 3 friends which i'll keep in touch with..ppl like l* can dun keep in touch 1 but got prob sure can find her 1...haha...anyway...its just work on both sides to keep in touch loh basically... now den i htink of it...i pretty much dun really have a grp of steady friends lehz....hm..sports camp ppl la for now...a grp...n in da future my fellow programmers...n afew solitary friends her n there...AFEW as in 1 or 2...haha...whoa...sounds friendless horz...hahaha...like very cham like tt...but den hor...im glad i went to sports camp..coz noe quite a few gd friends there whom i noe im going to put in effort to keep in touch 1...haha... anyway...tonite is really a thinking nite siaz...another friend came up with me with a problem but i cant provide any solution...relationship prob...haiz...shall not talked bout it..haha takes up a toll on my mental health siaz... anyway...just realised tt i dunno who out there is reading my bitchings...haha..considering how how lian im over my new layout n asking ppl to come n c...hm..really dunno who is reading these bitchs...haha...so let me noe can..leave me a msg on the tagboard!!hehe n heyz~~im still sane!!!!!!to friends out there...to ppl out there...do take initiative~! oPPs...names r witheld so as to protect their identity as well as to protect meselF!hehehe... steph @ 12/03/2003 10:26:00 PM
yEah!!!!got a sponsor!!muhahaha..hollywood secrets..hm..he rquesting a meet up..so he fixed it on fri..whoa...nervous siaz...tml i shall follow up on those i faxed...hopefully i can get more confirmed sponsors...n also timex called me today..seems tt there's a mixed up in calling between me n meiting the other biz mag..hm nvm will settle this mixed up tml when there's a meeting...yeah yeahz..very excited siaz..when the hollywood secret's person called me..hehehe...now also 5 liaoz..ppl off work..i also off work...hehehe...haiz...hope tml will get more sponsors siaz...if not nothing to bao gao very the sad 1 lehz... i also realsied tt in watever we do rite..there always must be an aim..a goal to motivate n push us on....hm...yupz...recently i've been seeing 'light'~~haha...realised tt actually with goals n targets to achieve things might be easier to work towards...yupz yupz...shall work hard towards my goalS...hhaha....be woman of the mathc...score more goalS...ok lame...but hey~im still sane alrite....hehehe...ciaoz~ steph @ 12/03/2003 05:02:00 PM Tuesday, December 02, 2003 hm...actually i wondered...wat is the point of this blog..haha..at first i wanted a place to write down my toughts...den as this blog process...yupz i did have a VERY NICE time working on it..making it look nice nice..but the contents..hm..rather censored siaz..coz realised tt i cant actually write down all my thought on this public blog..haha stupid rite...hm..anyway...i realised tt actually nothing can be compared to my own diary..or rather organiser..haha...manual one..not keyboard kind..anyway...hmhm....bleahz..sianz....tired...but wana catch the wo cai lehz...nvm lah think tml mrn got 2nd broadcast... im still sane!!! steph @ 12/02/2003 11:28:00 PM
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hm..today just wemt swimming..damn cold siaz..haha..but had fun chatting n talking with siewsze n lili...met lili n chun xiang there also..hehe...din swim much though...cold cold..haha... den went back home where i started calling...been calling whole day yesterday also...hm..wonder if those companies got my faxes or not...went to wil house to fax last nite...haiz...dunno if they received it or not lehz...hm... anyway htink im coming down with something...feel very tired n cold ...abit feverish..hm..hm..shall take my temp later... anyway...hm....if ppl out there wondering wats up with the scrolling words on my blog up there..well..just realised tt some firends u call friends but actually they somehow dun fulfil the meaning of friends...which leads me to thinking..wat r exactly friends...hm...maybe i shan't expect much lahz..haha den aft reading kit's blog den i also think..wats a relationship..haha..anyway...tts just done on impluse..shall change tt sometime when im more free...hehe...im still sane! steph @ 12/02/2003 05:19:00 PM
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