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++a simple gal ++ ++living in her own world++ ++fun-loving yet withdrawn++ ++lively yet silent at times++ ++bimbotic at times++ ++coz reality is just too harsh++ ++but thank God I have you!++ *FM receiver & earphones* *wallet* *phone..Dopod?* *bag..crumpler?or timbuk2?* *digi camera* *new PC/lappy* *Phantom of the Opera* *travel* *spectacles* *..Him..* &...many many more...
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Thursday, September 25, 2003
hm...well been rather busy these days on quiz n tuition..haiz...gonna not do well 4 accounting again...aniway...been not sleeping well too these few days...though im tired but just cant sleep..dunno y....den will keep on thinking n thinking...mentally active but physically tired..now is both mental n physically tired..haiz haiz...good thing is tt tml is fri...bad thing is tt i shall have to start on my projects etc liaoz...ughhhhh haha....im in the sch lib...thurs as usual...long break...din wana go ppl's hall coz hm like every1 is studying lehz..haha...hint hint~~those got hall n wana 'lease' out on thurs can find meh..break frm 1030 - 330...haha...yupz tired..shall sleep later in this cold lib on the hard tables n chairs..sobz sobz...hehe.... steph @ 9/25/2003 12:48:00 PM Tuesday, September 23, 2003 damn!thinkeither my burner is not working or my cd drive is siaoz or it simply cant open pirated cds...ugh....but cannot be lehz..i opened some burnt cdsb4 lehz...ugh...burnt quite a few cds of songs but den cant open lehz..dunno wats wrong!!!!ughh.oh no!!!shall not think bout it..shall piah tml quiz!!!!haiz haiz....who noes the problem of my cd thingy pls let me noe b4 i go bersek....haiz haiz.... steph @ 9/23/2003 05:43:00 PM
haiz hiaz...bad day today n last nite..suckz....today did badly for my FM quiz...cant believe it..10 qns i all 10 is tikum 1....ugh...totally blanked out n almost freaked out...ugh...n its 20%....ugh....things din help much when i got home...ugh....stressed...gotta study for accounting quiz tml..but haiz...ugh...going nuts soon....sianz!!!!!!......den wana go for diving on sept..but dunno if it'll clash with any thing or not...so also cant confirm now....but looks like gotta reg soon also...haiz haiz.... going nuts soon.... steph @ 9/23/2003 02:06:00 PM Monday, September 22, 2003 hm...well..tml have a quiz..folled by tml's tml anotehr quiz!!!ugh....haiz..with the projects n tuitions...haiz...evrything is so uncertain now....haiz hiaz....knees still hurt...ugh...but wana join the sports challenge lehz..haha shall c how lahz...aniway...sianz~~~haha....well think im off to do some revision for tml!!!haiz...ugh!!!!bleahz!!!!terence i updated liaoz..hahahahaa steph @ 9/22/2003 09:57:00 PM Sunday, September 21, 2003 well...by this time aoz should be in taiwan...haiz...independence once more...haiz....dunno also...mixed feelings....n well..i m 'arrowed' by the programmers to be the secretary...me..the so disorganised steph as sec...wahzhahaa....haiz....haiz...but its ok lahz..heard tt its quite slack....aniway..just received a call frm the vertical marithon chairperson tt i got in as business manager..to scout for sponsors etc 1...well...gonna be a challenge considering tt this is the 1st time im in this kinda 'line'...haha...shall be rather busy liaoz...hm hm...gona be more serious in organising my time....with tuition programmers n biz mang....well well....**shudders to think of how busy i will be.... steph @ 9/21/2003 01:25:00 PM Friday, September 19, 2003 yeah last nite was super fun!!!we sabo weiren with the pole, flour, eggs, wax, water, charcoal...haha...lili also gena..haha...super super fun....like in sec sch days..hahaha....but i fell...haiz haiz..skinned my both knees n my plams...pain pain esp when showering..ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................shoik loh the celebration..haha after that stayed over at zixing rm...den went home this afternoon... wounds still pain...haiz hiaz...sianz....came back home...dun have the feeling to study though i have 2 quizes nxt wk...haiz...very fan n everything....y cant i just have fun or rather just be in peace with myself n just forget bout all those stupid things........ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................... steph @ 9/19/2003 09:30:00 PM Thursday, September 18, 2003 wOo hoooOo now in sch..sighz...alone...but joining a friend to study later while waiting 4 my lect to start later...sux...stats lec..ugh...the lecturer is like suckz lohz..haiz haiz...haha...anyway yesterday i went for splash fest..yeahz...b4 tt went to rock cllimb...its tough leh..not as easy as it seems..tried awhile onli..din managed to scale it...arms not strong also..haiz beginning to have my frequent headaches lioz...ugh tot im over them but they came back...seems like this is the 3 or 4th consectutive wk i've been having headahce...yesterday also lohz..ugh...vomitted my ar peng..hahaha...den went for swim...feel so relaxed in the water...den went for the dive..whoa shiok siaz!!!haha..dived frm 3m n 5m...wah..the feeling just before i jumped is like so....traumatised siaz...haha but i did it..i jumped into the water..yeahz...but aft the whole swimming thingy my headache resumed...haiz went back zixing hall den slept till morning siaz...another nite wasted...could had used the time to study 1 lohz..haiz..actually wana wake up in the middle of the nite but headache still there so slept till morning...n here m i now again...going to study liaoz...cizO!yeah later going to programmers' meeting den celebrate lili n weiren's bday!haha sabo time!!!! steph @ 9/18/2003 01:09:00 PM Tuesday, September 16, 2003 well well....yeah today got a call frm the programmers !!im a programmer of sports camp!!yeahz!hahahaha....but things will gonna be busy liaoz...haha no time to commit to my commitment as much liaoz which is stoning...hahaha........haiz...nxt wk got 2 quizs...haiz hiaz....den still got those projects to settle...ugh....aniway today's high will be getting into programmers..haha....wellz...nothing much to say bout my day except tt im tired...sleepy~~Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz steph @ 9/16/2003 04:07:00 PM Sunday, September 14, 2003 haiz today did the AHM...din run well..haha coz feel like going toilet...but thankz to my cls ppl swee eng n andy who ran with me..haha i managed to do 5k w/o going to toilet...hahaha.....den met mr kwok!!!!yeash muscle kwok!!!hahaha...but aft seeing those dragon boat guys in my sch well...i dun go gaga over him liaoz...hahahaha.....anyway toked to him tok cock while waiting for aoz to meet me...seems kwok also siaoz 1...every these kinda running biathelon etc he go 1..hahaha...aoz also tok cock with kwok...den i bot 2 shorts!!haha cheap....den home ordered pizza(yahz again)...oh no going fat liaoz...haiz haiz...n i've decided tt frm this feast onwards im going to go on a diet..or rather..im not going to eat tt much...i've been eating realli alot...thrash aoz lohz..haiz...yahz tts alot....aniway...i realised tt i et whenever im feeling stress...my way of dealing with stress...yah unhealthy..haiz so im now going to change this bad habit....hm...shall eat fruits..haha or clean my room...or go running....hahaha....ugh stressed bout sch work...got lotsa projects coming up...haha...haiz....yeahz going peanuts again.... steph @ 9/14/2003 10:25:00 PM Friday, September 12, 2003 well well...today's friday...these few days i've been eating like mad...dunno y but just eat n eat..ugh....feeling down too...maybe tt's y i eat..haha my way of dealing with stress...aniway..been to sch these 2 days...did some studying but well...just dun seem to focus well lohz...haiz....time is not enuff for me to slack so much animore..haha n i was jokingly saying tt one of my responsibility n commitment is to stone n slack...haha...so gotta cut down...wellz....haiz.....watched turn left turn right just now...ok lahz quite funny n expected show...haha not tt worth to watch it big screen...haiz....going nuts soon... steph @ 9/12/2003 10:58:00 PM Wednesday, September 10, 2003 wOo hOOoo zZZzzzz well im just back...this 2 days have been packed lohz...tuesday i went sch for project meeting...haiz...tuesday was one of my unluckiest day lohz....on da way to sch i forgot my hp so gotta rush back home n get my phone...turns out tt im late for my project meeting but its ok lahz...bUt...den aft meeting i went to c the doc(FINALLY) bout my cough..he asked me if i wan moderate or strong anitbiotics...i asked wats the difference he said price.den i was thinking..hm sch so wun be tt ex till very ex so i think strong would be better ...cure faster thingy n so on...n turns out tt it is indeed EXPENSIVE!!!!!$31 lehz...ughhhhhhhhhhh...broke liaoz...den aft went to kpo in the preparation of steamboat...its fun..but due to lack of sleep last nite(mon nite) i feel a headache coming on...but din wana take penadol...steamboat was FUN!!!..but halfway i had to leasve to meet aoz at jp..he got night's off...n tts when my headache become worse....went back sch took a penadol extra...but cant eat any more coz feeling pukish...den aft tt we went to play lantern!!!haha so fun....got candles the sparkles whistling sparkles n the ermz wats tt the tt thinkg called also forgotten...but was fun fun n fun...but still feeling headachey....haiz..den got back to hall 1...n i started feeling better....played cards n drink...din drink much coz im lucky...haha...but qiming got dead drunk n alison also...gotta take care of alison..haiz...to me right...i used to think tt i wan to try getting very drunk n kinda forget my troubles...but den aft seeing how one can like lose control of oneself..im starting to have second thoughts...hm...but well...shall try drinking till drunk when im very happy n not when im sad ba...haha...din sleep much though...kinda irritating n frustrating...sleep liaoz woke up my mind immediately started to think of things which i dun wan think...hahaha...anyway....the next day which is today...i was supposed to go with my cls ppl to ktv..but den i realised tt im broke so i give it a miss..den did some studying den watched i guess..luff awhile den go orchard meet my cls ppl marche..yummy yummy..too bad i too full to eat the crepes..haha...tired...ZzzzZzzzz....haiz....stressed.......... steph @ 9/10/2003 11:27:00 PM Monday, September 08, 2003 ugh...seems like every1 is rushing on tutorials etc...y haven i start yet?!!!!!oh no~!!!!must start to catch up...haiz...today i was supposed to do some catching up...BUT...i fell asleep....haiz....dun feel like doing studying..but cannot cannot..i must start to catch up...okok sounds so stress...hahaha....aniway....realli lohz..i haven start lehz~!!!okokok...hahahaha....ermz...is this a sign of going nutcase?haiz....ok lahz...ermz...i'll start later...haha...aft my tuition..just hope tt i dun lose my voice....which is wat happened just now during tuitioning jon...haha...haiz...off to have dinner....haiz..eat n eat..n sleep...ugh im turning into a pig..haha just as u said ling...hahaha.... steph @ 9/08/2003 06:51:00 PM Sunday, September 07, 2003 ughhh damn n i tot my cough was getting better...its all a disillusion...still coughing...ughh...suckz..shall c a doc soon i guess...haiz haiz...if time permits though...haha...suckz..though this wk is my recess(term break)yes huiyi..haha my term break...but to me its like not much of a break..gonna spend my time tuitioning n also catch up on my hwk n also finish reading the harry potter book(almost done though!!).....ugh.going fat also...suckz..gotta start to do some exercising...thinking of going swimming on maybe tuesday morning...also c how...haiz....been eating n eating..hahaha....haiz hiaz..going crazy soon..noe there's alot of studying to be done but yet i keep putting it off..ughhhhh....sianz....troubles troubles....blah blahz...had a bad dream last nite...but im not goin gto say wats tt...haha heard tt dreams r often opposite of reality...hope so...if it turns out to be true i'll sure post it....ugh i wana watch the music awards.....but dad's hogging the tv watching some old james bond show...ugh.hey i can try the room's tv...ugh y din i tink of tt....ughhhhhhhhhhh blah blahz.........................ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz steph @ 9/07/2003 09:17:00 PM
yoz....hm....well....just back celebrating kerkz bday..not realli a celebration actually...just go out..haiz miss them so much..haha...watched them play pool den watched the pirates of the caribbean...nice nice~!hahahaha...den just tok cock awhile den home liaoz...yeahz..oh yahzyahz~!!!!today was my accounting quiz..ughhhh think im gonna be those single digit cases...ugh......accounts dun balance..ugh siaoz liaoz....aniway...i predict tt this wk of recess is gonna be a busy wk 4 me...haiz....ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...hahahahaa......overall ok lahz my day today..also met up with huiyi..haha tok bout sch life...seems like shes also rather work-loaded there...haiz...jiayou pplz~! steph @ 9/07/2003 12:17:00 AM Friday, September 05, 2003 hAiz....yesterday was the interview for the subcomm n the event comm...i went 4 the Vertical marathon Business management n aft alot of serious considerations i finally made up my mind to go 4 soprts camp programmer instead of GL....had a terrible headache..ughhh...was so horrible..dunno y also..its been so llong since i have my legendary headaches liaoz....ugh....only aft the whole interview did i realised tt i was actually so ermz..so eh pale etc..so nan kan~~~ugh~~~haiz....thankz though terence for sending me back to zixing hall...n thankz zixing 4 ur bed..sorry tt u gotta sleep on the floor instead...well...hopefully i m able to go in as programmer...the biz mang i also not tt confident of doing a gd job so..well...din go in i wun be so diasppointed....aniway i slept all the way till morning..hehe....but was quite a headache going to sleep coz of my headache...haiz...den today pon my stats lect..1st ever lect in ntu poned...haha...wahz horrible the lecturer was even worse lohz..ughh nothing to say.....den go meet my best friend yongle...hiaiz....sianz lohz...somehow still feeling so troubled...sch n everything...going to have a accounting quiz this sat also...dunno if i noe wat i shud noe or not....din do any studying today..ugh....so guilty....ughhhhhh..........sianz!!!!!ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh steph @ 9/05/2003 12:48:00 AM
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