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++a simple gal ++ ++living in her own world++ ++fun-loving yet withdrawn++ ++lively yet silent at times++ ++bimbotic at times++ ++coz reality is just too harsh++ ++but thank God I have you!++ *FM receiver & earphones* *wallet* *phone..Dopod?* *bag..crumpler?or timbuk2?* *digi camera* *new PC/lappy* *Phantom of the Opera* *travel* *spectacles* *..Him..* &...many many more...
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
well after swimming and after the mamboing last nite, i can feel my muscles acheing sia...haa.. long time since i had a good workout le...neck is aching badly sia..i wan osim!!!! mambo yesterday was not bad..considering tt i went with my HR gers...haa...met the venus gers for ktv first...haa..had a gd time k-ing...den dinner was at marche..den we head to chinablack first...haa...met junie there also...n after that its mambo!!! it was quite fun...haa...kinda a bonding time with the other hr ppl...yupz haa...but music wasnt tt great though..hmz..maybe i out of touch le ba...haa surprised to c jerm there too...he's really mambo siaoz..haa..veron n nicole..haiz...nxt time ba...dunno also when's the next time i'll be cheonging...coz i got attachment...maybe go chilling ba...somehow during those few hours of lancin, i would feel a sudden sense of ermz...loneliness?or some wierd feeling...as jamie would say...felt as the light in my eyes went off..for a short while den light up again...hmz...m i feeling too old to cheong?haa..maybe ba...prefer to chill out more also...but den again..it depends on the company im with too...hee...yupz yupz its a good nite out with the hrc ppl! guys u all rockz manz!haa... abit the lost my voice the feeling le...voice isnt tt great ...kinda like im croaking instead..hmz...haa...sucky...n im supposed to go K with programmers tml..hmz...sianz sianz...hmz... well...been wanting to write something insightful these few days...thoughts kept running across my mind..but when i tired to pen them down, or rather type them down, words just cant seem to be flowing out...just like now...haiz...maybe i should find someone to talk rather than blog abt those ba...the writer in me simply cant surface...haa..oh well...i need to get decent "smart-casual" clothes!!sianz!!!which reminds me..i've gotta go n type a imtp email..til den...jiayou to those still who are still having papers! steph @ 4/28/2005 01:54:00 PM Wednesday, April 27, 2005 ughhh very pek chek now!!!! i noe she's very tired, everyday gotta take care of my neice everyday gotta do household chores everyday also gotta work. ppl here are complaining abt such trival stuff as compared to what she went tru n is going tru. y cant i just be patiently there to just listen to her occasional grumblings. y cant i just control my temper and not snap at her. y do i always take her for granted. yo dosnt he realise how much she is suffering how much pain she is going tru n instead treat her like tt. heartless?or what! y cant i just be a good daughter? steph @ 4/27/2005 12:02:00 AM Tuesday, April 26, 2005 my exams for this sem is finally over!!!yay!!!!wHoo Hhooooo!!!! well...actually its over yesterday lar...but had a freaking headache again yeaterday so din blog abt it... paper was...haiz waste of my efforts trying to understand n understanding so well the topic..what i understooded din came out..damn...40 marks..flew flew long long liaoz...haiz haiz...n to add to it..halfway tru the paper i felt tt stupid headache coming on...damn sick..really wanted to just leave the exam hall..but den again...stayed on tru lor...bo bianz..haiz... oh well...its finally over!!yay!!!!haha...can finally stay at home le...not tt staying at ilona's not gd lar...but home is the best place wor...hee...gonna miss ilona n those guys studying at s4 sem rm 5!!!!jiayou guys!!!!miss can 3's laksa too...its really good!!!!hee... went swim this mrn with cuestick yuehong..haa...not bad lar bamboo..at least u did managed to get some sun on ur bakut lor... went to cut my hair..haa...decided to keep it long ....yeah...so trying to maintain the length...1st time a guy cut my hair..so wierd...haha...hmz...shud be 1st time cut by a guy ba...yar... me n tiffany(my neice) with my new hairstyle! my previous hairstyle taken with tif's bro wayne! this is taken on dear veron's bday just before she was "taken hostage" by the reverse bungee!!haa...hope u had a fun time ger! lets form a circle! yupz..more posts later ya!!!hee..take carez ppl..those still having papers, jiayou okies!!!! steph @ 4/26/2005 04:55:00 PM Thursday, April 21, 2005 yay..just ended my 2 papers in a day!!!n im back home!!!!tks to dear elin who sent me home coz on the way..yay im back home aft soOooo long...but gonna go back again later at nite..coz bks in school...nxt paper is on monday..last paper!wHooooo hHoooOoo...yay.... yupz there's always a BUT....or rather...-ve side to things... paper wasnt gd this mrn..infact, its damn demoralising...all those preparation work revisions go down the drain manz....couldnt do a question which im most familiar on.ABC...haiz....down 1 qn. got 2 more qns...1 of which i was unsure of also...so 3 qns i only noe how to do 1 qn...haiz...i dun wanna take it AGAIN....DUN WAN!!!!GO AWAY!!!!sadded!!!!haiz... den nxt paper was selection paper. HR core module...sianzified siaz...like those i learnt din come out...haiz...oh well..i cant recall much anywayz...brain drain...ughhh...sucks manz...duno if can do well or not...i really want to do well ...oh well who doesnt...hope...pray...pls...for all...haiz.... hmz...mum was rambling n rambling abt stuff..haiz...lotsa things to think of once i came back home...have to like fu dan alot of things...haiz...sian.... oh well..im back....for awhile.... steph @ 4/21/2005 04:50:00 PM Wednesday, April 13, 2005 hmz...finally...after so much stress for my psyc papers its finally over!!! developmental psyc is the one i put in most effort..n guess wat..i concentrated on too much...haiz..should had focused...not in depth study...sianz...ughh..n the mcq is pretty obvious...i noe how to do...n i think alot of us would knoe how to do one lor...haiz...wasted my efforts like tt lehz...anywayz...aft my paper i have social psyc...nuts...haiz...really freaked out coz i cant remember anything..or hmz..did i even remember anything?haiz....all on clutural issues...n den also i din really read the research papers the tutor gave us...ughh...wasted...haiz...shud be able to pass..but not gd grades ba...ughh...so much for the effort.... shall have to concentrate on my core subjects..haiz...so worrying siaz...home now had tuition just now...should be gg back school study and staying in dear ilona's hall...haiz...study study is my life now le..haa..wan to go jog often...mik!!haa...or the old uncle also can...if u r reading u noe who u r lar hor L-uncle...haha...opps...anywayz...really needa keep fit...haiz..fat le... my citibank supervisor called me!!!n he confirmed once again that i'l be starting work on the 3rd may!!!woOoo hOoo..remember the requirement for this internship is student shold have graphic background which i dun have?haa...he asked me wat kind of programmes i noe....die..he listed afew but all i nvr use before one..haiz..he's trying to fit me in their programme..so he said alot about templates, wat interviewing people to get information, do mindmapping using a programme etc etc...sounds challenging n really like work...(sai-gang?)haa..but at least i wun be trying to be enthusistic about stapling and mailing (office-ger) lor...hope its a gd thing..shall make the best out of it..hee.. cant wait til the end of my exams...die...i really cant stay at home ...cant study..look..im still onlining..hahaha....shall nua later...haiz...still gotta go sch bk places tml..haiz...ciaoz.. steph @ 4/13/2005 10:41:00 PM Sunday, April 10, 2005 was supposed to go tuition now...student kerry...ughh...den when im on train at lakeside, she called me n said!!!cant tuition today!!coz she pressing for time to go piano lesson...ughh...always fly kite one lehz...ughh...anywayz i continued my journey this time destination is back home..coz have another tuition is later at 2 plus so go home 1st to pack stuff etc lor... been staying in ilona's hall these few days...sorry for imposing on u ger...=P...studying is my daily activity...haiz...trying to go jogging while im in sch also at nite...trying...need motivation also....anywayz.. yar..mummy's nagging at me...haa...said wat i go hall din eat etc n my face look thinner etc...ermz..mummy, i eat 3 meals everyday...3 fulll meals...n my face is so chubby!!!!haa...she hor..always worrying tt i dun have enough to eat coz i always bring bread to sch to eat one...n she said bread not enough to eat..haa...oh well... anywayz...talking to dory now...haa..missed her..long time no talk to her le...haiz...dunno when she's coming back but its gonna be soon...so fast time flies...haiz.... hmz..exams start on wed for me...tts like...3 days more?haiz...2 psychology papers on the same day...killer...i need a long rest aft my exams siaz...oh!!!remembered y i wanted to blog le!!! hahaha!!!!yay!!!my attachment can be pushed earlier!!now is waiting for them to send me email to confirm den i can confirm with school...yay!!!!so i'll be starting attachment at citibank centennia towers on the 3rd may!!!!!wEEeeEEE!!!!! bad pt abt this is tt i only have a wk aft exams to enjoy before i start attachment. gd news is!!!!i can go sports camp!!!!yay...all things are going well as of now!!!haa..hope they send me the mail soon to confirm ya..dun like the feeling of htings not confirmed n hanging in the air...haa...so they better mail me soon!!!haa... will be going tioman with the programmers on the 6-9 may... our tradition retreat time for bonging between programmers so tt we can work well together and get to know each other more better...looking forward to it...though i noe tt aft tt mon when i go woek i'll be super tired..haa...yay!!!hee... all the best to those having exams okiez...mik...dun be so down ya...turn ur head n look the other side coz the grass will always be green on the other side..dunno y but tt just it...n hmz..green...maybe if u r lucky u'll be able to catch ashley at the other side coz its green!!!haa..ok lame...haa... huiyi also jiayou for ur papers okiez!!!catch ya aft exams!!hee...n to those who are going to ord or already ord-ed...hey manz!!!just wait til my exams over!!!haa...play! ok..back to the present... steph @ 4/10/2005 12:26:00 PM Thursday, April 07, 2005 ughh..really not feeling good..not tt im sick or wat lar...just not feeling well mentally n emotionally cognitivelly but not physically lar... those wierd wierd feelings...like very tired very stress very pissed n irritated feeling...think alot of stuff are bottling up...just like when u shake a botle of coke...(ughh..y coke and not pepsi or sprite!!!just to show how persuasive coke's advertisement is manz...) anywayz yar...think i really need a outlet or something...haiz... gonna return sis her laptop tml...sianz..meanig i will be compless for tml n fri nite...haiz...den sat got tuition at cck...haiz...today jon cnacelled tuition...super last min..so off lor...cant help but get abit angry with his irresponsive behavior...ughh...kids today...tml gg to tutor him lor..haiz... still not feeling better...coz think alot is bothering me...go away alot!!!ok..lame..sorry if u din catch it...or rather..sorry if u caught it...anywayz..tts it...nitez steph @ 4/07/2005 12:36:00 AM Wednesday, April 06, 2005 oh well..since i so long din blog liaoz just to let whoever's reading whoever's concern ( not mr quek of PJC hor..haha) that im well...alive n still kicking...though barely...hmz... been in sch staying over these few days...mrn woke up go wee nam study..den nite go back hall...dear kind ilona's hall...hee...so gd....yupz...thankful...studying in weenam...not as productive as it would had been if i studied at nie though...but nie quite far...esp when ppl have lessons etc..but but!!!my lessons are over!!!2 hrs later..im gg for my last tut soon..so while waiting for the time to come to meet junie downstairs, i shall blog...anywayz...hmz...ok..study...i've not been really studying for my HR core..insteac cocnentrating more on my psyc minor..ughh...2 psycs...killing me..haiz...shud start on my cores liaoz..esp research which i have totallly no clue wats it abt siaz..haiz anywayz...haiz haiz...i shall jiayou...okiez off for my lesson le!!i cant wait for my papers to be over manz!!!!ughh!!!!jiayou to all having exams soon!!! steph @ 4/06/2005 08:49:00 AM
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