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Sunday, February 27, 2005
ughh....not feeling well at all...had a terrible night coz kept waking up n tosing n turning...ughh...someone...take away my sorethroat....ughh... despite tossing n turning..i had some wierd dreams...hmz..one dream was really very nice...hee...i dreamt tt my sister n i n some guy and one man were taking the lift up to the tallest building's rooftop...den somehow i got to know the guy coz got snake bite my finger n he sucked out the poison...so sweet...haa..den the man was actually a bad guy who wanted to push us over the building...in the end the guy saved us and think the bad man was killed or something...hmz...this's a dream which i woke up feeling happy abit bit..haa..whos the guy???ughh i cant c the face clearly..must be coz i din wear spects to bed lah...ughhh!!!... den nxt dream i dreamt tt i was telling daph abt my tt dream...den change of scene...we were at some club...ermz not us..but i can c ppl at some club...den got 2 parents and 2 kids or something...apprently the parents were kidnapped n the kids were trying to figure wat happened...blur also...like advanture film..haa... oh well...im still feeling dizzy manz...ughh..like this how to study siaz...sianz..later i still have tuition...dunno if got voice to tutor or not also...haiz..die die...sucks...i hate being sick!!!!damn sianz...ughh....save me....mr doc!!! steph @ 2/27/2005 09:55:00 AM Saturday, February 26, 2005 hmz...well was really busy these few days..even now i also dun have much time to blog le..steal abit of time to blog now b4 gg bath n start on my study for quiz.. me while climbing..more to come up..haa.. well well...mon n tue i had my recce..which ya i blogged abt it being successful...i think..hmz..subjected to more ermz...more discussions ba...haiz... anywayz wed to fri..guess wat..i went for kids camp...siao siaz..initially dun wana go coz wanted to study for quiz etc..den they not enough ppl so i volunteered my services...haiz...went over on wed nite aft doing my project in sch whole day...haiz...den camp..was fun...my kids are great!hee...miss camps....weather so hot though..ughh...belay them was really tiring siaz...voice going... den aft break camp i went cck ktv to meet programmers to k!!!woWW..haa tks jac for the food n drinks n not to mention the big room with 4 mics!!!wowWWW...haa...attendance wasnt gd htough..haiz...den den..we went to the great eastern talk...hmz...recruitment talk..haa..cum canvassing for us...we all went in shorts n tshirts lor..so off manz...lolx...the guest speaker is adam khoo...wow..inspiring lehz...he din inspire me to be a financial planner unfortunetly..haha..but rather..hmz...inspired me only abit..oh well..on those like wat m i going to do nxt time etc....haa..i aspire to be the nxt adam khoo...or his wife...hahahaha!! hmz..okok...gotta bath le...aft a heavy lunch..haiz..den gg study le...shit manz..i haven have enough sleep siaz...stressed...i haven study my psycho at all!!just bought the text only also...ughhh dun think i can make it...but!!!as according to adam...there are 3 types of ppl...1st type: ppl who give ___(up), ppl who try again and ____ (again), and ppl who change and try again and change again ang so on... oh ya y the ___(blanks) this is his technique in speaking..haa...let ppl continue his ____(sentance)...oh anyway...i shall be the 3rd type....have to have a goal, den stratrgy..den action....if fail, change my strategy....all must be aligned to the GOAL...yah yah crapping..haiz... i just love grumbling...haiz...hee...oh manz...stressed...n losing my voice...n cough...sucks...n now sorethroat too..ughh...i need pi pa gao, losgensges, cough drops, honey...haa...stressed!!!!haiz....okok..haa..byeeEEEee steph @ 2/26/2005 01:49:00 PM Tuesday, February 22, 2005 yay!!finally!!!!2 recces down!!!yay!!!haa... went for my recce on mon..was really damn shag due to lack of sleep n my flu n cough...was really tired and off manz...really seh...haa...buanged alot of times..unnecessary buangs on the bike...ughh...even get off the bike will also fall siaz...sianz...had few scratches n big bruises...haiz...cycling back hall was ultimate manz...esp the slopes...ughh...in frastration n tiredness...me n yy pushed the bikes up the steep slopes...haiz...but tks to qiming for lending me his bike...even though he forgot to tighten the brakes..ughh... haa..den today is the "main" recce!!!haa...it was quite a success ba...hmz...no serious injuries, all back in one-piece.!yay!!haa....i was on form today..as compared to yesterday..which is shit manz!!!haa...very fun fun n fun!!!yay...haha... hmz..well well..photos will be posted up later...when i received them...hee... oh well...recces are over..time to study le..haiz...well yah true...2 days ol play le...time to study le..haiz..im going to cheong lib to study for my psyc quiz..haiz...no textbks have to go sch study...hmz...still thinking if tml wana stay in hall n go for a jog..hmz...haiz dunno also sia...haiz....tml have to do my acct project...haiz...coz of projects etc i cant go kids camp!!!sianz...they looking for instructors n i cant go!!!so sad!!!ughh!!!!cry man!!!ughhh... haiz haiz..i need a massage....sholders are aching til like hell...haiz...serious in need of a reflection...eh no pls do not get me a mirror...i have mirror tks...haa...hmz...well well...think think think...hmz...damn sucks...im super lagging in my studies le..have to buck up le..haiz hmz...feeling kinda unsettled lehz...dunno y...hmz..like alot of things yet to do tt kind of feeling...ughh..tired ba..haiz...ughh....need to settle down n focus on my work more le...ughh...well well well...sleep..i need sleep manz!!..haa... steph @ 2/22/2005 08:54:00 PM Sunday, February 20, 2005 hmz...wanted to put down my feelings now...hmz...just got back frm vm...tired n shagged...n sick....flu getting worse le...now got cough as well as nose block...n cough is those dry kind very horrible..ughh!!!n the thing is..im only free on wed to c doc..pathetic... vm 05 was a success! at least frm the end pt's side...i was supporting comm for end pt station..hmz..well..ppl might say...eh y u go?sai gang only..dun go la not worth the 4 pts....the reason y i went is coz of nvm 2004. wanted to c the difference, to be reminded of last yr's vm...to feel the kind of bond...wat i felt was...i felt old...haiz..the time n tide waits for no man le..haa..well well...also felt rather off...hmz...oh well... the view frm the top of temasek tower was really good!!!its more than good..its magnificient!!!really nice...frm up there..52 stories high, the cars below are merely just a 1cm small. buses are like 1.5 or 2cm long only...wow...haa...it look like a miniature landscape..those u noe manmade kind for property viewing or those models for schools etc tt kind...really very nice..haa... well well...haiz...suddenly feel tt i no mood to blog le...hope i get well soon coz it'll be a damn tiring 2 days ahead for me...pray for me pplz!!!haa.... steph @ 2/20/2005 08:56:00 PM Saturday, February 19, 2005 madness!!!!im driving myself crazy liaoz...ughh!!!....i say out my schedule for these coming days u guys will think im pure nuts... tml...tuition in the mrn...den going to aljunied area there to have a rock climbing course thingy...den aft tt have to rush back to sembawang to tuition round two...(ughh my student not free in mrn so cant combine tuition!!!said he wana go out...kaoz!!! at the expense of me..so sad!!!)have to tutor them coz their common tests coming..ughh...den..have to rush down to temesak towers for vm supporting comm...ughh...really lor..the tuition thingy diao me in the middle...i ought to report for vm earlier one..but due to obligations...haiz have to be late for vm liaoz...abt 10ish den can reach t.tower...haiz...sorry mik n pplz for the inconvenience caused...haiz...shag shag!!!! den..sunday will be VM!!!yay!!!...after which i will go home dump all my stuff bath...den go to colin's house for mahjong (sleeping) session!!!hurrary!!!yahz...its in pasir ris....=?....haiz...sianz...den mrn have breakfast den travel to ntu...den going to recce cycling..whoa...madness...aft tt i still got tuition to go siaz...hmz...kaoz...can i take it manz???ughh....shag shag!!!! den tues another shag day...got recce again...ughh...expected to end late also..haiz...den gg to tuition again..haiz..they common tests.i jialat..haiz...heng its one wk break for me...yah..huh wat break?still so busy...ughh...needa study also le..aft the break got psycho quiz...hmz... speaking of quiz...my acct quiz wasnt tt bad...ok...got some worngs..haiz..n they have to deduct .25 marks for every wrong ans can1!!so niao!!!ughh!!!...dev psycho was really a killer....studies all nite n day...rather last min...or rather read tru only...haiz...55 mcqs...heng my luck is gd manz...practically tikam all the way siaz!!!!haa...got 33 out of 55..not bad lahz hor???its a damn 30% of total course lor!!!!!wahz!!!!!sia lahz!!!!haa... hmz...well well..home now...shagged siaz...very tired..y m i not studying or doing my project?coz headache liaoz..haiz...too tired le..ughh...had been having flu n nose block for the past 2 days...hmz..nose ran liaoz den got stuck causing block...damn it manz...sucky...haiz...so shag aft i reached home...but still accompanies dear cheesoon to have dinner..see..i such a gd friend..haa...relaxed abit now le...haiz... haiz..haiz....wat i need is rest...wat i dun have is time...pls...haiz.... steph @ 2/19/2005 12:02:00 AM Monday, February 14, 2005 hmz...have i totally lost it? hmz...think i needa refocus again on the impt aspects of my life liaoz...i shall be bimbo no more...intelligence is what i have...so i shall open up my mind n eyes and to face the harsh reality and make the best out of it... well..also, i have to focus more on my studies as well as sports camp planning..n also my tuition kids...someone asked me recently.."hey so...wat u do during leisure?" hmz..my answer..."well..not really sure lehz...tuitioning, schooling and planning.." and his reply was "huh?so no leisure time for urself?" which leads me tinking...i dun have tt much time for myself anywayz...i've always been a selfish person or so i've been told...hmz...those stuff im doing now are for myself also mar...schooling, being with programmers etc etc...so can say tt well the time spent on doing these stuff is for myself also ba..so actually its time well spent...hmz... okok..the pt of the blog is...well..sucky lahz..i got 2 quizes this wk..haiz...haven really studied for them also...gRrr...n today's v-day n im dateless..pathetic..haha..sorry lame partner..just feel tt i have to stay at home n study even though im not exactly studying but being at home makes me fell less guiltier of not studying..if u get wat i meant..haiz...anywayz...have to wake up my idea and not fool ard and be more serious le..alot of stuff are happening ard me..ard our lives...it'll do me no gd to be obivious to these happenings..afterall, im a bimbo no more!hahaa.... oh yar..speaking of v-day...someone left a stalk of roses outside my house last nite..dad came back at ard 9 plus n saw the rose..i was back at abt 3 plus am but think i too tired din c it until my mum told me this mrn..haa...dunno who is it for anywayz...so kok..there's like 3 females in my house lo...exclude my mum got 2...angelia(my sis) and i..hm...think the flower is for her though..my friends wun be so stupid as to leave a flower w/o a card rite..hahahaha~~~ lolx...watched constatine last nite also...hmz..made me wonder a few stuff abt cheirstianity and also on wat a christian friend used to tell me last time...hmz...shall ask him n clarify with him again...haa.. yupz happy b-day to all!or rather happy friendship day to you!!!friends rulez!!! steph @ 2/14/2005 03:46:00 PM Saturday, February 12, 2005 hmz...today is the 4th day of CNY already..going on to 5th day aft clock strikes 12..which is soon...im back, tired, super depressed also...coz have to face the reality again...elaborate later...*the below is a description of wat i did for CNy just for record coz im simply too lazy to record it down on my organiser...well..tts y i blog in the 1st place..haa not so much as to blog abt those sensitive topics or those controversial topics..but blog abt my life as in wat i've been doing so tt in future, I can refer to it coz im super muddle headed n forgetful...hmz..so if u read, dun complain...haa..* haa okiez to simon, haha this is a gd surprise ya..u r welcome!haa well...this yr new yr is not bad..1st time in abt 5 yrs? or so my mum n dad in spore for chinese new yr...they always go China every yr for new yr one...visit those old old relatives etc...well gd also this yr they din go...so chaotic out there dunno wat'll happen also..n gd coz we can spend time together... 1st day of CNY, went to my uncle's house to bai bai etc...n also bai nian..den hmz...well well..wat harz..haha...went to temple with my parents...a guai daughter mar..haa...den we went home...so sianz day..haha!!!was actually going to my sis house with my sis, den in the end also din go..haiz...so stayed at home, den change of plans again...went to my aunt's place to meet up with relatives awhile den gambled abit with the kids..haa.. actually wanted to go cheesoon's house at nite one..but we waitied n waited coz he's still outside..den by the time he's back home, we too tired to go over...haa.. 2nd day of Cny...went to my another uncle's house to have lunch etc..wah!!!my heels the strap gave way manz!!!heng it was just as i reach my uncle's house den it gave way manz..!!!super heng..else i'd have to drag my way there..heng heng...haa...den we lao yu sheng!!hee..nice nice lunch it was..the yu sheng is self made one! so nice!hee..after tt we gambled awhile...haa...small small only and for a short while onli before we had to leave for home...back home, i ate those new yr cookies n wacthed some old movies i had in my comp...quite relaxing for me also..and not to mention sinful manz!!!haa..den at nite, finally cheesoon is back early...so ne n wilfred headed over to his house to talk kok etc...din really talk much lehz..yay!!!i won him in chinese chess!!haha..with a little bit of help frm wilfred la...haha but still..i won him!!haa lousy him..opps!..hee.. 3rd day of CNY...went to uncle's house to bai bai again, had lunch there den went to meet huiyi n the kids also to go jon's place...haa...den went to meet daph to go town...den i went for dinner with the venus gers at nydc wheelock place...very full manz..though the main course for mine is not gd...but the desserts were super suepr sinful manz!!!woOoo hoooOo ...haa..we took some pics outside also..alot actually... venus gers plus me!haa gina qiulin n me! den i went to nic's place at tempanis..far..haa...watched jay's concert..wah seh manz..he's so shuai!!!simply love him manz!!haa...den they played blackjack...joined them for awhile den they played in between...the dreaded game..haa..i lost my 6 bucks den i stopped le...better to stop early to prevent history frm happening..hahaha...anywayz aft tt dear veron called me jioed me to play mahjong...haa..bedok..andrew's house..so i went lor...haa..veron played dong nan den i continued si, bei, dong, nan, si, bei...haha..coz she sleeping le!!!gRrrr...haiz..lost..ughh...haiz...sad sad..hahaha..no lahz...happy to finally play mahjong le!!wEeEee...yay...mrn den go home siaz..tired manz...shared cab with marvin and veron..slept til afternoon 4 plus..haa..n its the start of another day... 4th day of CNY...hmz...aft waking up at 4ish...which i still wana sleep more..but have to drag myself of bed to go kwan's house with daph n huiying...den went to farewell jiarming..as in the gathering held in honour of jiarming n lester n erm think its kelvin?...anywayz went there bbq eat abit...felt abit wierd also..hmz...like not at home the kind of feeling...well ...super tired lohz...haiz..Zzzz... the pjians(ok jiarming for the 1st 3mths onli..) hmz tog with lester n jiarming.. me n jiarming! crazy daph!hee.. steph @ 2/12/2005 11:54:00 PM Wednesday, February 09, 2005 yupz...happy chinese new yr!!!hee...wish u all get lotsa angbaos n wishes!!hee.. every yr got fishes, big ji big li, chicken yr xing big luck, ten thousand things ru xi, xue ye improve, quick tall grow up, smile mouth always open, etc etc..haa..lazy to crap now.. hee..on a side note, i love my levis!!!haa...yay!!!hahaha...so happy...lolx... hmz..bored now though..haiz.. happy new yr!!! side note again...* SHE's "wo ai ni" 's mtv is really touching!!!!cryz manz!!!!woOoo hOoo watch it!!i dun have it though so can dun bother asking me for it..hee... take carez pplz! steph @ 2/09/2005 04:39:00 PM Tuesday, February 08, 2005 yay!!!lunar new yr eve!!!meaning tml is chinese new yr!!!woOo hOoo..haa... but sianz..im in school...haiz...was trying to download movies for the new yr holiday to watch..haa...later got lessons still..1230-330...wah sehz..ughh... yay!!!i bought my levis le!!!!593!!!hee so happy!!haven really tried it on much though coz was in hall last nite aft shopping with my sis...she brought the stuff home 1st..haa...wah wah...looking forward to going home to try on my jeans though..hee..hope its ok in size..got 1 size smaller coz it'll expand aft washing supposedly..hmz.. anywayz..hmz...haa...a strange thing happened today...no la not strange...but again it made me realised how small the world is again...remember i went to zhenhong's church during xmas eve, den i met some friend's friend whom i met already the day b4..long story..anywayz tt dame de realised how small the world is...n today?same thing happened...no la not same..haa..got a mail by my instructor justin saying he's conducting a Rock-Wall Climbing & Abseiling Appreciation course...n location? its the same church...wahz!!!really small world lehz...haha...no lahz maybe im sampat again linking up all these coincidences n saying tt world very small..but den again..really lor world indeed is very small..u'll bump into someone n den u'll get to know the person somehow one..hmz..i shall try bumping into someone shuai nxt time..hahaha...sampat again... which reminds me of huiping...haa my sec sch's friend..long time no c her le..haiz..anywayz those were the times were we were all so boy crazy...haa..she'd advice me to when alighting frm bus , to knock on tt shuai ge..n books all fly out...den he'll help me pick up the books for me..return to me..n we'll look into each other's eyes...n den..happily ever after...hahahah!!!!wat crapz... anywayz it dosnt work..not tt i tired though..hmz...just think it wun work..haha...maybe i shud try n c how ba..hahaha..so nxt time u c me with books, make sure u are shuai coz if not den i wun clash into u one...crapz..haa.. well..im still amazed...hee... steph @ 2/08/2005 10:27:00 AM Sunday, February 06, 2005 wEEEeeee yay!!!new layout...haa..was searching n saw this n decided tt hey i like this...so spent almost half a day fixing this...gosh...almost 5pm liaoz...ughh...really a waste of time...bad thing abt this layout is the lines...cant change tt coz it is with the picture itself..haiz...oh well... me playing with the camera n took some pics of my new hair colour!haa..not much dif actually when captured with camera..hmz.. well well well...had lunch with daddy n mummy...hee..so long time since i've a proper meal with them le...haiz...n we went shopping together!!grocery lahz..haha...managed to psycho my mum into letting us buy ice-cream despite her claims tt her freezer no space le..haa...yay...so happy... den dyed mum's hair for her...hmz...afterwhich i also dyed mine myelf...its written the colour is dark copper or something...aiyaz...den hor...my hair is now no longer gim le!!!haiz...abit brownish copper colour...ughhh....i wan my gim hair..haha..ok lahz not bad looking htis colour though..not bright enough only...haiz...im a guai kia liaoz... side view..haha zi lian liaoz.. yay...later gg to have steamboat..haha...but too bad mummy gotta work earlier...sianz...nvm shall look forward to eat!!!hmz...sucks...well well well...i've not been doing any studying since fri manz...haa...yesterday n today is total nua day for me...ughh...aft CNY got lotsa quizes lehz...stressed but y the hell m i not studying!???!!!haiz...really in holiday mood le...but den again...i've not been in school mood too ever since sch actually started..haa... act cute me.. hmz...yay tml im going to get the levis jeans!!!yay!!!haa...so happy...hmz...ya lo i shud go n get wat i want rite...since i've been wanting tt for so long le so mai tu liao rite..hmz...haa...indecisive manz...ughh...i forsee tml another nua day for me le...damn sianz..hee...mon is my freeday!but den tml is packed day for me le...hmz...well well... steph @ 2/06/2005 04:51:00 PM Saturday, February 05, 2005 hmz..yay...abit happy today... went shopping with yongle today at CWP..as usual..i was late..haha if give her $1 for everytime im late think she'll be a millionaire now le...hmz but den again..dun think i've gone out with her a million time though..hmz... haha..anywayz!!!i fell in love!!!!!wow!!!with a pair of levis jeans!!!ughh...was really considering wan to buy or not lohz...ughh!!!tried it on once...c n c a long long time...den tried it on again...c decide n c n decide..haha...n asked my siss...den decided...shall wait for a few more days...hee...im always like tt..indecisive..haiz... the red ones... tanny (this outing co ic) , ilona n me! me n small cuimei hmz walked ard awhile..den she gotta leave le..i went hom 1st to dump my stuff..den went to meet programmers for dinner...actually its go marina steamboat..but they changed venue so we went RICE table at suntec!!!!wow!!! outside rice table.. me n lixin n ilona n fergus fergus n i hahaha ate alot manz!!!really very very very full siaz..wahz...haha...the satay was nice...but i can only handle 2...our dear fergus ate a record of 6!!!!haa...colin n edmund came close tieing at 5 each..wow!!!...den we went carrefour....they bought the green tea ice-cream..yucks..i can say tt i haven "acquired" the taste for it...ahaha..eUuuueeEEee ilona n i me n lixin the zaions who were there...*yy left earlier...its his bday!!n adrian's..but adrian leg pain cant walk..poor thing...* den...tired n satisfied n full us all went home...home sweet home....should be staying home all day tml le..hmz...help my mom dye hair,tRY to clean up my house..n maybe change the layout of this blog..have been searching for new layouts but cant find one i like...hmz..oh well... steph @ 2/05/2005 11:59:00 PM Friday, February 04, 2005 hmz..haven been updating le..almost 1 wk... haa..nothing much happening also lehz...hmz...just go school..study...hmz...attended acct tut today...like the tutor..so guess i'll be speaking up more in tut n hopefully get high pts for participation...haa.. hmz...well...had GM on monday...aftwhich i stayed at dear ilona's hall..haa...incresing my membership status liaoz..lolx...mummy dun like me to stay in hall..i told her i wana stay in hall n she showed displeasure..as in she worried tt when im in hall i wun eat proper meals sleep early etc..her immediate response was "u stay in hall u sre 'bian huai de'!!!"wahz..hahaa im not "huai" already meh?...anywayz..yupz so im not staying in hall..permenantly tt is..haa... hmz...im meeting yongle tml!!yeahz!!haa...long time no meet her le..shall do some new yr shopping..cant believe it...haven get new clothes...mum nagging me to buy..but den again..not really in festive mood..cant really "celebrate" also yet...haiz..sianz...oh well..shall do some shopping regardless wat...dad gave me $50 today..hmz..wonder wat it can buy..or rather what it cant buy me..oh well...better than nothing..haa.. kkz photos up tml for tml's going out session..going dong dong qiang with programmers too..hee...steamboat at marina ...hmz...well...nitez.. steph @ 2/04/2005 10:52:00 PM
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