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++a simple gal ++ ++living in her own world++ ++fun-loving yet withdrawn++ ++lively yet silent at times++ ++bimbotic at times++ ++coz reality is just too harsh++ ++but thank God I have you!++ *FM receiver & earphones* *wallet* *phone..Dopod?* *bag..crumpler?or timbuk2?* *digi camera* *new PC/lappy* *Phantom of the Opera* *travel* *spectacles* *..Him..* &...many many more...
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Wednesday, December 03, 2003
hm..just received some questions by a friend:' hey when ur bf is away do u stay at home or go out?' my ans was if got ppl jio den i'll go out..but sometimes(most of the time la..) i'll stay at home coz dun have the initiative to jio ppl out....actually its also relaxing to stay at home...haha...no life har..u decide...anyway she asked again "when u go out u go out with same grp of friends or different grp?' which leads me to further thinking...i mean i have to think about such things..haha...shows how unprepared i was for such questions...like usually this kinda questions anyone will comeup with an ans right away but i have to think...anyway..i realised tt actually i dun really go out often also...usually when a** is around i'll spend my sat with him n sun at home or if ppl jio den go out...but den if its in jc times me would go out with h*i*i they all..n k*r*z , yo*g* they all...but now tt they ns n in dif sch..kinda tough to meet up..but also have to c lahz...haha..initiative..which i dun really have...hehe....sorry... anyway as she said...when ppl grow older..friends becomes hi n bye friends liaoz...true to a certain extent....for me its pretty true lahz...look..in jc or sec sch...always there got friends...so always hang out with them...but aft tt...not much initiative on both parties to keep in touch..n hence the hi n bye...but really gald tt i got like 2 or 3 friends which i'll keep in touch with..ppl like l* can dun keep in touch 1 but got prob sure can find her 1...haha...anyway...its just work on both sides to keep in touch loh basically... now den i htink of it...i pretty much dun really have a grp of steady friends lehz....hm..sports camp ppl la for now...a grp...n in da future my fellow programmers...n afew solitary friends her n there...AFEW as in 1 or 2...haha...whoa...sounds friendless horz...hahaha...like very cham like tt...but den hor...im glad i went to sports camp..coz noe quite a few gd friends there whom i noe im going to put in effort to keep in touch 1...haha... anyway...tonite is really a thinking nite siaz...another friend came up with me with a problem but i cant provide any solution...relationship prob...haiz...shall not talked bout it..haha takes up a toll on my mental health siaz... anyway...just realised tt i dunno who out there is reading my bitchings...haha..considering how how lian im over my new layout n asking ppl to come n c...hm..really dunno who is reading these bitchs...haha...so let me noe can..leave me a msg on the tagboard!!hehe n heyz~~im still sane!!!!!!to friends out there...to ppl out there...do take initiative~! oPPs...names r witheld so as to protect their identity as well as to protect meselF!hehehe... steph @ 12/03/2003 10:26:00 PM
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