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++a simple gal ++ ++living in her own world++ ++fun-loving yet withdrawn++ ++lively yet silent at times++ ++bimbotic at times++ ++coz reality is just too harsh++ ++but thank God I have you!++ *FM receiver & earphones* *wallet* *phone..Dopod?* *bag..crumpler?or timbuk2?* *digi camera* *new PC/lappy* *Phantom of the Opera* *travel* *spectacles* *..Him..* &...many many more...
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Friday, January 14, 2005
...where is my smile...where is my smile... haiz haiz...realised tt i haven really been laughing or smailing or crapping ever since aft my camp ended..think the last time i really cracked up was when i took the train back with the instructor eh joel and kelvin or kevin ..tink its kevin..anywayz...den its back to face the reality...n manz..reality is damn sucky manz...ughh... was damn stressed over my timetable...to get wat i want, i'd have to pungseh my project mates...sianz..den also have to change grps n seminar and tutorial class...ughh...well..den today i finally made up my mind to change my timetable le...sorry venus gers..will miss u all lots manz!!esp qiuling who never fail to amuse me with her cuteness way of speaking...n elin who drove me to sch or frm sch sometimes...or gina with her sensible thinking..or fion with her everytime dun nid to eat any food which always amaze me..or sini who's always busy...or amanda with her small size tugging at ppl esp sini's bag or hands...ehz..who else harz...oh n of coz debbie..with her also same as gina..her sensible thinking n rational thoughts...haiz...oh well..she's in HK now though...haiz... which reminds me of dory...in US..haven been inding time to talk to her..haiz..hope she's well though..think so ba..haiz..haven been meeting up with the music ppl also too...where's all of them gone to!!!! anywayz...back...i've been living in my own world i htink..whenever i go for camps..its like...3days 2 nties without any worries...only have to concentrate on the kids..teach them stuff...be isolated frm the outside world...no worries...n when its time to face the reality again..wham!it overwhelms me..ughh... had some kinda family trouble early this mrn...with my stupid brother...damn hard to talk to him..dunno wats up with him also lahz..rebellious age..cant deny tt some things are caused by us also la..but den..ugh!!dun wish to go further...damn sucks manz!!!!ughh!!! i also have to start on my school work..cant find my textbooks...well frm last sem..which i have no use for it this sem ...but den...its the last paper for last sem..open book...so i brought along all my books...den i think i brought it back home lehz...cant find it le...duno where its gone to le..damn sucky feeling...coz i feel so disorganised..which i probably am..but i filed up my notes today leh!achievement..1st step to getting organised...wish things are so easy though..to file n store things up...haiz... i wana be happy..i wana have a good laugh..i wan all my problems to be solved..i wan to have time to prepare for my school work...i dun understand y i have no time...hm ok maybe coz i blog too much??or rather spend time online too much...i wan to also find my text books..i also wan to be the old me again....amanda commented tt i wasnt the old me again...she noticed tt i seldom speak lame jokes liaoz...hmz...maybe some of u guys will disagree ba...coz i m still lame...but its only now when im living in my own world den i crap alot..like in camps or something...haiz...oh well..dunno... i wan myself back...find me... steph @ 1/14/2005 10:34:00 PM
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