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++a simple gal ++ ++living in her own world++ ++fun-loving yet withdrawn++ ++lively yet silent at times++ ++bimbotic at times++ ++coz reality is just too harsh++ ++but thank God I have you!++ *FM receiver & earphones* *wallet* *phone..Dopod?* *bag..crumpler?or timbuk2?* *digi camera* *new PC/lappy* *Phantom of the Opera* *travel* *spectacles* *..Him..* &...many many more...
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Saturday, December 31, 2005
hmz..last day to 2005...feeling kinda...overwhelmed? drained? lost? apprehensive? anywayz..looking back, 2005 is indeed a year filled up ups and downs...(like..duh..) 1st half of the year...i was busy with programmers, planning my event X-terrain, with my subgriup, zaions...ni bu zai ni bu dong...really a great planning session and great group!and not to mention, with lotsa good food and countless trips to JB for seafood and shopping! my x-tr event i/cs my zaions (jac is not in the pic..cant find the whole grp photo..) the schwork for that sem was pretty managable, well..compared to this sem lar..haha..but den again..i took 5 subjects!!! selection, hr research, dev psycho, social psycho, and acct II...whoa...actually quite alot leh..quite shiong too..hahaha remembered that i studied with junie, always wake up in the morning to go sem room to chop and study..and the laughter and lameness which started once we got crappy frm the books..so funny...=)..stayed with dear ilona too during the exam period...hall 4...(haiz seems like so long ago hor....) but this sem was mostly projects based...hardly have time to study during the exam period manz...haha...din stay over in any hall this sem too...a breakthrough..ok except once when i had GM and i had to crash over at miks...(miss you so much ger!!) results for both sem were...satisfying i would say...but still got room for mroe As... also with the venus gers, our friendship began to form and solidify..haha...yupz...7-sisters! 7-sisters! tuitions...i was also very much involved in tuitions...with jon, my cousin, and kerry...remembered that my days were so packed with tuitions one also...tuitions with jon also drove me crazy sometimes...he has changed so much...from the playful young boy who can be serious and study IF he wants to, to this heck-care boy who always play games and dun study....quite heart-breaking also...disappointed..in him but also in myself...but really glad that kerry did well for her Ns...as expected, jon din do well..hai....now nxt year, have to c how my cousin do for her physics...pray she do well manz... sports camp...highlight of the year (school matters) ...well...it was pretty much a success...although my x-tr bt timah was scrapped, but im really glad and thankful the x-tr ubin went very well...lotsa gd comments for it! kudos to my event partners and zaions! really really glad...sports ball too...marks the end of su12...my 1st time that i got drunk too...really ugly...haha... the zaions...whole grp of us!!!marks the end of our working team, but im sure during this term, strong friendship is formed...=) su12 programmers made the decision to come back to su13...continue on with programmers....sometimes i felt that it was really a mistake to continue on, but now, i think its still worth it...well have to make the best outta everything rite..hee..really glad for the friendship formed from the programmer family....tomy, junjie, edwin, iz, alfie, edmund, ilona, cuimei, the sampats, colin, adrian, peiwen..etc etc...really thankful...=) may our friendship continue even aft su13! was posted to citibank for my internship..there i knew dear emily and eugin..the lim family...=) and i went back there...during this dec holidays..haha..already last day there on friday...kinda like..huh??holidays ending?sch's starting ??that kinda feeling for me...haha...been working this holiday so kinda like...ermz...where's the holidays manz...but thank god that i know junbin at work too...he's a fellow hr student serving internship there too...learnt alot frm him..including slacking..hahaha..tks jb! for the book too! another impt or rather 1st time thing which happened to me was that i went to bangkok 1st time!!!! took plane 1st time!!!! hehe...really cool manz!!! hehe...  at changi airport...my maiden flight  on the way back...bangkok airport  acting to pen my tots..haha... and also another thing which changed my lifestyle was going to church...have been going to church since early this year...mroe regularly now too...so much mroe to learn...so much more to go on...=) walk walk walk.... and how could i have forgotten!!! blade!!! i went roller blading one wk ago!!!my 1st time on wheels!!! hahaha..thouigh i ice-skated before..but blading is totally different!!!! not tt i was gd in skating on ice...i was super lousy one and that was years ago..anywayz...wah!!!i was really scared lor...on wheels...thank god there's calvin who is really gd in blading!!!taught me alot.and alfie lent me his guards...else...i'd have fallen more times...rachel was there to help me too..tks ger...haha...we bladed to aoz's chalet and i wished him happy bday the day before his big day...anywayz...really an experience for me! but 1 thing i realised though, im still very very much afraid of falling...=( me holding on to winston for my dear life... im up on my heels!!look, no support! 2005 started with a broken heart..hahaha..not really lar...but a broken relationship will affected me in some way mar...glad that we are still friends too...haha..and glad that i still have the capacity to make u so pek chek and angry at me always! hahahaha...ok lar..not glad..sorry...sorry that i still have the capacity to make u so pek chek and angry at me always! hahaha...wish u all the best in finding the one to be your right one! being single through this year...hmz...quite ok lar...not much time to think abt it too...coz i was like so busy!!! with tuitons, projects, work, sch work, programmers...those prob took up most of my time le...but sometimes i admit that it'll be gd to have someone to fall back onto...but den again...nah...haha...there's a way pathed out le...i shall walk and see...=) 2006...gonna be a major year for me...turning point....graduating...last semester...exams end in april..mid april...convo in jul (i think)...i know i shud start to look for job openings, send out my resume and start going for interviews...but..i still dunno where im going..the direction...i nid a direction...teacher? but i dun wan to teach pri sch kids...den am i fit to be a pe teacher?..hmz...go into HR line whhich is what i specialised...but is it what i wanted? or go into events management?marketing?which suits my character totally...hmz...well....praying for a direaction lor...have to start exploring and ask ppl abt jobs liaoz...sianz...i dun wanna go into the dog-eat-dog working world!!!!some people are so evil!!!!! anywayz...2006...looking forward to it...as iz said, don look back to 2005 already...look forward..and im gonng be 22 years old..kerk, but not so soon okiez...hahaha...still got some time to go...haha...last sem of sch life, last year of programmers, a lifetime of friendship, re-bonding with friends frm sec to jc clique up to uni life...work...get into a relationship...many things will happen... resolutions for 2006? well..have some in mind...1st is not to forget my resolution...hahaha..which i'll prob forget..haiz...and...ermz..well...shall go n pen them down somewhere.... till then....friends, have a blessed 2006!! may things go well smoothly for you!!! let go of everything that was holding you back in 2005 and start off 2006 with a blast!!! fireworks? ahahha...anywayz...=) all the best! steph @ 12/31/2005 04:59:00 PM
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