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++a simple gal ++ ++living in her own world++ ++fun-loving yet withdrawn++ ++lively yet silent at times++ ++bimbotic at times++ ++coz reality is just too harsh++ ++but thank God I have you!++ *FM receiver & earphones* *wallet* *phone..Dopod?* *bag..crumpler?or timbuk2?* *digi camera* *new PC/lappy* *Phantom of the Opera* *travel* *spectacles* *..Him..* &...many many more...
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
feeling kinda down these days...or is it just today? now? searching for something, but I don't know what. long time since i felt this way...clueless, aimless, mindless... maybe it's the december wind blowing...the end-of-the-year blues... maybe it's the songs played on the radio...lying on bed and listening to songs seems so relaxed, so carefree, yet lonely. maybe it's the deja vu feeling...reminiscence...of what?... i simply cant remember... maybe it's the feeling of...uncertainty in work...unknown to people, even to myself. maybe it's watching TV alone... maybe it's boredom...of having nothing to do, no where to go... maybe it's the holiday period...but then again, chirstmas is coming though... maybe it's my new hair style...which needs alot to get used to... maybe it's just me with blues...i need a break...but haven't i been on a break for quite some time already? hate this feeling...hate to feel down...hate to hate... but then again, the maybes are not that's why...it all makes no sense...i am not making any sense out of this either...for that matter, im not making any sense too...senseless... how i yearn to watch a movie...a touching show...a reason, an excuse... why am i feeling this way? steph @ 11/15/2006 08:32:00 PM
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