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Saturday, February 10, 2007

there's a fine line between anger and disappointment.

I wasn't angry. I was disappointed. In myself? In the situation? In others?

Long time since I felt this way, didn't imagine I would have such a reaction to the situation. But guess the feeling of disappointment overwhelmed me. To an extent that I acted on my instinct. I walked off.

It's sometimes very hurting to know that you are not being appreciated. Especially since you put in so much effort and feel so proud of them. I don't regret walking off. I hope they learn. I hope they are taught to understand.

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on a side note, it's the weekend again...rather burnt out from teaching for the last week..but weekends are for rejuvenation...to restore myself and also to prepare myself for the coming week ahead...another thing to look forward to...long holiday coz of CNY!! yeah!! it's not the celebrations that perk me up, rather it's the holidays! more time to rest! yeah! hhee..gonna watch tv!! =)

also, although v-day is like days away, but glad that edwin and i came to an understanding abt it too..=p...not gonna be a special day for us just coz it's like vday ...and like everyone's celebrating it...nahz...it's all gimmicks..hehe..so it'll be a normal day for us! without the frills and trills, roses and chocolates, fine wine and dining...coz we don't need a designated day to do these... =)

haiz im already thinking about work now as im typing this...promised myself that i would leave today at least to stop thinking abt work..so shall not do so!

ohhH!!! i think im gonna be on TV!! hehe...remember to catch channel news asia on vday ba...i think...(well the cameraman also dunno when it'll be broadcast too...) anyway!!well, we went to this place in cine level 9...to just ermz...chill out, play games, watch dvd etc lar...and also have dinner...and this CNA cameraman was ard to film us doing so..hope they don't broadcast the part which i was supposed to be 'interviewed'....so camera shy!!! ughhh unlike my usual me...stuttering and stumbling..nahz..haha..anyway, it's all for the thrill of it..cheap trill? well..it's not exactly cheap...cost us 20bucks each to book the room package okay...haha...

alrighty...supposed to have family reunion dinner...hm...where are my parents?!!!bleah...yupz till the next time then!

happy vday to lovers, friends, family! and a merry chinese new year too!


steph @ 2/10/2007 06:05:00 PM

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